Y Wednesday, July 13, 2011
OMG. i am so bloody pissed okay. i gave my stupid friend QWC face because i thought he was scared. SCARED MY BLOODY ASS AH SCARED. SO DAMN PISSED OFF WITH HIM. if he doesnt at least apologise to his gf, really, I DOUBT WE CAN EVER BE FRIENDS AGAIN. I am thankful for all he has done for me in the past. but i dont think i can let myself ever be friends with people with NO CONSCIENCE. I WAS WRONG. I THOUGHT HE HAD A HEART. RUBBISH. I THOUGHT HE STUBBORN DO WRONG THINGS AND BE SELFISH TO PROTECT HIMSELF, NVM JUST AS LONG AS HE DOESNT HURT PEOPLE. NO, HIS SELFISHNESS includes hurting people. wtf. i think the girl also lucky never marry him sia. SUAY SUAY SUAY.
i told the gf if she going for abortion and scared then she can call me. BUT WHO knows, i had tuition when she called. (because the phone is in my bag) then when i realise after tuition, i couldnt contact her because she switched off her phone. she had earlier told me that she had gone with her aunt to the clinic for abortion. then i was very scared that if her aunt bring her home, then when she's alone, she xiang bu kai. go commit suicide. because it was one and a half hours past her abortion appointment and her phone was still off.
then i was very scared that if she xiang bu kai because she had relied on me to give her support and i wasnt there when she needed me the most despite me promising to, i will be guilty for the rest of my life.
so i called the inhuman person to ask him if he had anybody's contact like the girl's sister or parents but i started out telling him my problem like about his gf going for an abortion and i wasnt there to help her. and guess what.
he said. ‘can you dont contact her? can you dont care about her?’ not only did he sound at peace and unremorseful, not worried or concerned at all. he actually tried to reprimand me like that. i was damn pissed okay. i gave him face because i thought he was scared, no, that doesnt sound like a guy who is scared. that sounds like a bastard trying to run away from his responsibility and push everything under the carpet.
i told him off man. everything i had tried to suppress to give him face all came out. seriously. damn pissed. why should i care about his feelings when he doesnt even care about the girl he made pregnant? HUH?
so i told him off ’ its precisely because you dont care that’s why i care. im your friend and this is your baby. you dont care about it but i do. you are not here to see anything, but i did. i followed your gf to the clinic for checkup. i saw the picture of the baby scan.’
then he kept saying ‘what you want? and dont mess with my business.’ seriously. you tell me, are you even dealing with your own business? are you a guy anot.
I was so pissed i continued scolding him ‘can you tell me that the baby is not yours? seriously?’ no answer. ‘tell me, did you do it with l anot’ and then he scolded me say ‘this is none of your business’ if you really did nothing, why cant you tell me no? you cant because you know i know the truth. you can tell everyone no but me. because you know i have evidence and i overheard the conversation you had with l.
he then kept saying ‘can you give me some time?’ i said ‘yes, you want sometime, yes i can give you. you just tell me how long you want.’ then he said ‘can you stop it. you sound like l (his gf)’
side note, l, told me before that whenever she asked wc for an answer whether to keep or abort, he would say give him some time. damn you qwc. NO TIME hor. especially now you siam like shit and somemore siam without a conscience.
then he carry on ‘jasmine if you continue to be crazy, i will put down on you.’ then i told him ‘you think you are right right. if you think you are, you go tell justin the truth.’ then he put down on me.
idiot. really damn angry. i tell you seriously, this bloody immoral character of his will land him in HOT soup one day. bastard. seriously bastard.
im not pissed with him cos he made the girl pregnant. im pissed because he made a grave mistake and is so nonchalant, no worse than that, he actually feels he has done nothing wrong. and that running away and covering his tracks is the right way to do things.
and yes, i am recording everything down here because i want to remember it. just in case in the future, you come and twist the truth again.
took the last part from my tumblr cos i dont have the energy to rewrite the whole thing.
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