Y Monday, August 15, 2011
omg crazy woman. CRAZY.
i CANCELLED tuition to go visit grandmother and YOU forgot the jackfruit. dont come and use me to ease your guilt. CRAZY. HECK I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO MALAYSIA with my friends and had to give tuition but I cancelled BOTH BECAUSE I WANTED to pray for AH MA and you said i dont give FAMILY TIME?!?!?!!! which of my other family members was there? NO ONE. not my bros, not my sis, not even my dad. it was only I AND YOU. AND YOU SAID THAT I NEVER MAKE TIME FOR FAMILY? you good.
i give 2 damn tuitions a day and travel round singapore just to earn money so that i wont be lonely on christmas. and the funny thing is. she tell it to my relatives to make it seem like gabriel is leeching off me. he is not, he is working hard too. but we are being REALISTIC. he is still studying, im still studying. the only way he can go there is if we share the cost. dont make it sound like im damn 痴情. he's done alot for me too. in fact more than what i've done for him. so dont anyhow make stupid assumptions. and even if we did break up, i dont find the money i saved to buy him an air ticket to czech as money wasted because looking back at what he did for me, its worth it.
yeah you had to call me down from my room because you told me to WAIT for you and we'll go after you shit. you want me to wait outside your toilet meh. how i know how long you take. obviously, i go to my room to wait lah. and secondly, i dont see how calling me down affects you bringing the jackfruit.
u say that its because im lazy and you call me down and you had no hands to carry the jackfruit that grandmother like to eat. firstly, how isit im lazy because i go to my room while you shit. secondly, how is me being lazy as you mentioned related to you not bringing the jackfruit? how the hell do i know in the first place that you want to bring the jackfruit to ah ma? you NEVER say anything. you just say only in the car and you blamed me. thirdly, i helped you carry. dont anyhow say that i NEVER. why would you have no hands. oh and not to mention, you were sitting down at the dining table when i came down. how isit you have no hands. and you can even ask me to bring it out of the fridge and i wont complain in fact, i'll gladly do it. but what i wont tolerate is if you blame me for something that is totally NOT my fault. CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY. fact: YOU FORGOT TO BRING. DONT BLAME ME.
manipulative crazy woman. somemore call me manipulative. SIAO. tell my relatives that im lazy and that made her not bring the jackfruit. true, i admit, i never clear my room. but remember, that's not even the reason you cited for not bringing the jackfruit. YOU SAID that you had no hands and you must call me down from my room that's why you never bring. even so, I dont see how i never clear my room is related to you not bringing jackfruit.
and YOU are manipulative for anyhow telling my relatives that we are quarreling because i am lazy and never clear my room. why we quarreled in the car is because you blame me for something that is not even my fault. its okay. grandmother knows that you are the one that never bring. and how am i manipulative? just by telling my relatives to ask my family members. that's all. i just tell them not to believe you and ask my brother and sister how you are like at home. that's all. how many times do you give half a story? how about ALWAYS. look, you cant even take it when the psychologist tell you that you are wrong. you said the psychologist sucked. you have a serious problem you know. you are so deluded by yourself that you can't even see your mistakes. even when you are wrong. like blaming me for not helping you carry the carpet. firstly, I WAS studying and my siblings were having holidays and they were at home. secondly, IN THE FUCKING END I HELPED you. look who's the ungrateful person?
okay, the reason why im so not going to visit grandfather anymore is because of you. that's right. im done. i dont even want to explain myself anymore. seriously. portray me as an evil child. i dont give a shit. but remember, its because of you. and i really cannot be bothered anymore. always say one side. and make it seem like you were right when its NOT even the whole truth. and i cannot be bothered to visit my relatives anymore because you have brainwashed them into thinking im bad. so i dont care. really. i was hurt. that was a WAS. now its forget it. oh and dont think i dont know you pocketed the $1000 ah gong intended to give me. I read the cheques you asked me to post ok. so dont start telling people that i anyhow spend the money when i never even receive it. im sure you're gonna tell grandfather that im damn bad ad maybe he'll tell u not to pass me the money. you know what i hate about you? you make grandfather scold me for something i never do. and that makes me so mad at you. so so much. you made grandmother think that gabriel is a bad boy. you made her think im damn bad too. and i really hate you and your stupid mouth for spreading untruths. you like to give people false impressions of me. i know because i dont agree with everything you say and im always fighting against you head on. in a way you are EXACTLY like the PAP that you condemn. refusing you accept your faults and imposing on people.
oh yeah, and talking about not interested in family things, please hor. that very night where did you go? you got go see ah gong ah. also never. somehow, your things are also more important then family huh. so im guessing its genetics? and secondly, i messsaged you in the afternoon what time must we go to pray for grandmother and you DID NOT REPLY. so please stop accusing people for things that you are similarly guilty of.
always devoid of logic.
YEAH and i share the same sentiments as you. i DONT WANT YOU TO FOLLOW ME TO CZECH. SO DAMNIT CHANGE THE DAMN DATE OF THE FLIGHT TO THE 9th! i dont see why i must go earlier.
I DONT WANT TO LEAVE SO EARLY.
please mother, stop relying on people's obedience to you as your means of gaining happiness especially when you anyhow accuse them of things they never do.
and fine, i will clear my room. i admit my room is messy and its my fault that its messy. but i still want a damn apology from you for anyhow accusing me. i know you NEVER apologise. and i want this to be your first step to learning from your mistakes and to learn to stop pushing the blame to others.
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